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The Clique.
The above 2 pictures show us ( class) dedicating one of mrs lian's favourite song to her, I think shelia was looking at the lyrics from her phone.

Family





Best JC girlfriends(: Beat was especially cute and sweet, she recently smsed Val secretly to take good care of me in school haha!Yay I love Val and Beat! It's funny really, how these girlfriends of mine make me sound as if i'm on some suicidal mode at times when i'm not. Recalled how in year one, Rach smsed me when I was tying up my hair in the school's toilet after like a mere 5 minutes, something like,' Quek, are you still in the toilet? you okay? Faster come back okay!!' , well simply because I was having a bad( moody ) day and i did not allow her to accompany me to the toilet haha! I guess that's what true friends are for (: Really miss having them in school a hell lot. :(
Heh, really enjoyed dinner. Food was good, company was good!

Besides s12, met up with some others too! Had to do it quickly since didn't have much time ;(

Really glad to have such friends in my life and even though they're not by my side, they've been giving me lots of encouragements, in different forms and I'm so thankful for them all. & so i came across a phrase recently , shall use it to end my post!

"Friendship is the comfort of knowing that even when you feel all alone, you aren't."

It's not what I didn't feel, it's what I didn't show.

I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead
just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things
behind,
Sometimes life's so bittersweet.

" It's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye."

Reality caught up soon after

What...

What did i get myself into this time?
Arghhhhh.

No Idea

So, I asked myself, "Who changed?" Was it me or you? Honestly I feel the same and I really think you were the one who changed so much. I do miss the times when we used to talk, tell each other stuffs, cheer one another up, really felt like sisters. Then time passed.... and things did change, a lot.

I have no idea.... but it's okay I guess, so long as you're happy.

Anyway! Totally love study sessions w some of my favorite people(: Not much time left, just gonna treasure whatever that's left. (:

Complicated.

Never been happier that there wouldn't be school for the next few days or so. This break came just in time. Really need a breather way from that place. So agonising at times.

And nothing beats having a htht session with an old friend after school. No judgements, just pure talking and listening. I really like that, felt as if all forms of stress and angst suddenly disappeared within that few hours.

But right now I wish you were here.

You got the talking down, just not the listening.

"People think they know you. They think they know how you’re handling a situation. But the truth is no one knows. No one knows what happens after you leave them, when you’re lying in bed or sitting over your breakfast alone and all you want to do is cry or scream. They don’t know what’s going on inside your head—the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt. This isn’t their fault. They just don’t know. And so they pretend and they say you’re doing great when you’re really not. And this makes everyone feel better. Everybody but you."
-William H. Woodwell Jr.

Makes me frustrated everytime when people really do think they know me that well, stop judging from the surface would ya?

Studying Bliss.

Short update.

I just wanna say that, Val and Eugene are really awesome to be with and to study with and am very thankful for that. Although Val is like the most pessimistic person ever (which makes me look like i'm the most optimistic pessimist ever), she's still funny in her own ways and Eugene likes to annoy the hell out of both of us by saying stupid stuff and making funny faces( occasionally he would be quite enlightening) , life's good at such times, even though it's tough right now. A new addtion to the clan this year, my cousin ,really makes it even more awesome and it's such a small world that everybody knows one another! Even S joins us sometimes now, really glad (: Plus so many friends showering concern over me, offering help, listening to my rants, be it friends in school (kwannie!) or outside ( homies, mamas, ts, s12 etc etc), i'm just really contented and happy (:

Alright! Like what the three of us were saying just now, or rather when E was finally making more sense besides all the funny crappy comments, it's like a 42km run, it's a mind game, we need to conquer this!

All my life I' ve been good, but now
I'm thinking, what the hell.


Like seriously. Tell me how how how how to pull through. Sigh, rainy days are really comfortable, all you wanna do would be to laze in bed all day and there's one thing you'd really wish you could do - ....

For me to know, not for you to find out.
Sigh.

I think this year so many things have changed. Like be it in school or outside school, many things are just different, don't really like it... so i'd just mind my own business, safest that way. Like what E says, ' Don't bother.".

There is no excuse my friend,
For breaking my heart,
Breaking my heart again.

Another one to add on to my lovely collection.
Been so lucky, can't stress that enough. I'll just learn how to take things as it comes and treasure every single moment even if it's tough.

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Once, twice, thrice, four times.
One would have thought I'd learn my lesson by now.

Out of Mind, Out of Sight.

"Blind"

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

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Really love this song.

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Thank god for the 7 years and still counting. It's amazing how through a CCA, people can forge such amazing bonds with one another.